You're back?! Natsume x reader l4l

After the embrace with Natsume, which was a few minutes of a small debate within his heart and arms, your eyes glanced into his, the love sparkling in his eyes. You felt the cheek where his tear had dropped onto you. Your heart hurt as your mind raced with thoughts and images. The feeling you got, deja vu as most call it, hadn't helped with the feeling in your heart, or the splitting headache in your mind, but one thing that was helpful, was the fact that you felt the love, the warmth, the happiness, and the live of what you had when you where with Natsume before the accident. You don't remember him fully or completely, but you remember the feeling. Your small hands clinched the other's in a tight embrace as your head tilted down with a sad look.

Natsume, completely unaware of the embrace's meaning, watched your figure as you began to shrink softly in your seat. He couldn't do anything, could he. He couldn't go back in time and save you from this problem now, he couldn't save you when you where hit and on the end of your life span as you knew it. Sure he charged the guy a hefty fee, but that was all he could do. His feelings for you never changed, actually. He would just grieve and look. Every night, every day, grieving and looking. He didn't want you to be out of his grasp forever, but he didn't want to grasp the fact that you had left him. Hi eyes drank in your figure, though, as his fears and hopes left him. You hadn't been out of his hands after all. You where with his brother, whom left you a secret for a while, and Natsume guessed it was because Masaomi did so Natsume couldn't see the state she was in.

After a long moment, with awkward tension and still air, Natsume lowered his hand gently onto yours, twining his fingers with yours, and lifting you up from your seat and pulled you gently toward's the balcony door, "Give me a moment alone with her." The statement was released and then a door that suddenly closed, leaving the surprised family of males, and Ema, alone.

The night air was refreshing. The wind silently blew in a soft breeze past your hair, making the (H/C) locks flow back and gently touch your neck and shoulder. Your sparkling (E/C) eyes glanced up at the stars in the darkened sky and the bright glistening white moon. Your soft foot steps walked you toward's the beam, the cool metal made small contact with your warm hands and arms as you rested onto the beam. A soft puff of air escaped your silent lips as you breathed the refreshing air, your hands sliding to the side of the beam gathering more cool metal. Suddenly your hand tops became warm when a sudden hand fell softly on top. Your eyes glanced up to Natsume whom smiled softly, wrapping himself up around your thin body, emitting his heat onto you. His head lowered toward's your neck, placing a gentle kiss onto the smooth (S/C) skin and rested his head upon your shoulder, "You loved the night time. I can tell you still do. The gleam in your eye says it all." Natsume chuckled softly, causing your face to rise in temperature. With a soft smile, your head turned to meet his violet eyes. They still shown a sad gleam, but his body, being it close to you or not, showed that he treasured you.

"I missed you. So much so that I couldn't sleep, eat, or even live properly. The apartment, too, was never the same." Though the last comment was a small statement, your ears picked it up and forced your eyes to widen. The small apartment that you kept clean the whole time, before schooling and after. The Christmas' you spent inside that apartment with this man, and yourself. The good mornings, good afternoons, and good evenings you received and gave everyday. They all came flowing back with every small breath of memory your brain had remembered. Your eyes tingled with new fresh tears as your body was turned and placed upon a toned chest, "It's ok my love. Your back and that's all I care about." He whispered as he rubbed small circles on your back, trying to sooth you with soft and sweet mutterings of love.

Several pairs of eyes gleamed out of excitement as they all watched your form get pulled into a warm embrace. A small cheer was made inside, causing your head and Natsume's to perk up and look over toward's the glass door. Your face flushed as did Natsume's as he gave a gleam of annoyance to the other's. From that night on the boys helped with your memory, helping to make new memories, as well as gathering older memories. Natsume gave you the same ring as the other one, but scripted his forever love to you. You slowly remembered everyone, and was soon married with Natsume. Years later, finishing college, you started up your own daycare service to help provide for your new baby twins, and the other little ones that made their way into your heart.